My wants exceeded my needs,

I wanted love and now my heart bleeds.

I wanted happiness, I wanted peace,

I got melancholy; my heart will not ever be at ease.

I wonder whether it was all worth,

I wanted to rise high but I went in dearth.

You needed security, you needed strength.

You used my soul, you used me at length.

The moment you got what you needed,

You moved on and I pleaded.

Understandably, I committed some mistakes,

I was punished and lost whatever was at stake.

I lost my will and I lost my cause.

Even after losing everything, I am still at loss.

For the change, my life went through and dire,

There is only smoke inside where once there was fire.

You got someone new to play with,

I felt as if love and integrity is all just a myth.

You got what you wanted,

However, for the seeds you have planted.

There would be one stage in your life,

When black would be black and white would be white.

There would be complete justice then,

You would realize that one and zero does not make a ten.

You can make accusations, you can be abusive,

God would reveal all truth and then nothing would be elusive.

You would suffer, you would cry,

You won’t be able to face your deeds, how much you try.

For people like you, god has different designs,

Before being served to hell, you will be made to understand all signs.

Thanks, a lot for all that you gave me. I can never repay you but god will.