To live and hold your life for love is what all we want, and the way it should,

What we fail to understand is that it needs to be unleashed and released for good.

“Love”, hard to understand what it is,

To be felt and, let go is how it is.     

Still living for that moment when you find love which is true,

Then it is just a feeling to make you feel special, why all this hue.

When all near and dear ones seem crowd to you.

Understand that it is the time to find the real you.

To discover your own self you need to find your soul mate.

How hard or long the path maybe but for love it is never too late.

Sleeping with someone every night and still feeling alone,

Waking up every morning and still craving for that song.

The song that would enlighten your soul,

The lyrics that would make your feet roll.

The embrace that would stir you from inside,

The body that you always craved for by your side,

The feelings that would make you want for more,

The touch that would make your bleeding heart cure.

Only in love, you would find all this bliss.

Those hidden moments, that stolen kiss.

I wish to feed my heart with that true love at least for once in my life.

Even if I die after that moment, I will not have any regrets to strive.

Losing until now everything, I had in this game of cat and dove,

You can address it by anyways; I would still call it love.

You can call it insanity; you can call it worse,

I would still want to give it a chance whatever time you curse.

All for love, and to be in love I would still hold my stakes,

Even if you kill my heart, for once and for once again.

To reach that point in life where blurred is the vision.

There seems no purpose of heart; you fail to find any reason.

Lost in your thoughts, still don’t know what you are thinking,

The world is all around you but you fail to find any linking.

You know your purpose of existence; you seem to know your goals,

You are trying and giving your best as a whole, but not with your soul.

There is a crossway in your life where you stand alone,

All the roads tend to reach the same destination but you no longer want to go.

You don’t understand that with every reason to be linked, why are you so detached,

Why even the reality seems mirage, why even the open doors seem latched.

The best part of life is when you exactly know what you want and how to get it.

The worst is when you realize what you all lost on the way to befit.

You wonder if you could live all that once again,

You think you would be able to mend what all wrong went.

Then in the end you still have to reach where you are bound to go,

Nothing would change however, whatever times you run back and forth.

Cherish the moment for now, live each day as it come.

Its good to see dreams but running after them is dumb.

Fallen in love when I discovered,

Falling out was for sure, emotions cluttered.

Losing the sight which appreciated beauty and life,

Losing insight to know the difference between, a smile and a sigh.

Losing the heart that desired and craved.

Losing faith in faith, trust betrayed.

May be the desire was too untrue to be achievable.

May be the goal was too far to be attainable.

Then may be it was not all that impossible and blurred,

If you were there by my side, we could have conquered the world.

Everything is the same; just that you have fallen like a tear.

How hard the sky try now, you can never be anywhere near.

After feared so much to have had lost you, losing you was not all that a pain.

Just that I miss being myself, and just want to be myself again.

I am surprised that my heart does not skip a beat with your thought anymore.

The perception has changed and there is just “me” and no “us” no more.

Broken dreams are understandably the ones to last longer, the ones to give you the most pain.

Then dreams are like tides, they always touch you and you know they would be back again.

I am sitting at the shore and life is like that ship far away.

I can see the lights in the dark and the reflections sway.

The view is brilliant and clear as a crystal.

I have to feed my eyes and then I would have to again, muster.

There are times when you don’t get reasons to be brown.

When the path is lonely and life pulls you, down.

You wonder when your hardships would end.

Is there is going to be anyone who could lend you a hand.

Then if you have to learn to walk, you have to learn to fall first.

Sometimes you have to dig a well just to quench your thirst.

If you want to turn the tables, you have to take a stand.

If you want to get hold of your life, you have to reach out your hand.

Long is the way to be there, you have to walk alone.

The more the distance you cover, the more you become strong.

It is strange that sufferings can make you kind.

The more you think with your heart, the more you have to use your mind.

For decisions taken from the heart not always, meet your desires.

There are times in life when you put your sanity on fire.

Having lost a bout does not mean losing a battle,

You just have to strike back with all your mettle.

All the losses you can just say good byes.

The worst loss is losing in your own eyes.

Biggest losers were those who gave up when the destination was just a few steps away,

With the strength you have, the courage you display, do not let all your efforts end up as bay.

Live up to the expectations and follow your dreams.

For you have to lead as an example and make win your home team.

We all live in a self-appreciated pretense,

Then all good or bad times end.

How dark the night is, it fades away.

The morning is new and so is the day.

Life, if ever gives u a fresh stance,

You should start afresh, should leap a fresh glance.

We all have our pasts and we all live our fears.

There is a new beginning at every end to wipe our tears.

No, matter what we suffered, no matter what we went through.

There always is a new horizon; there always is a new view.

The hurt we got and the moments we lose,

There would be a new rainbow, which would make us muse.

Friends, love, dear ones, they stamped your heart.

You wonder what happened but then there is a new start.

To begin with, you have to be just with you,

When you follow your instincts, you discover a new you.

Who and what was that important which got you down in dearth,

You wonder that in all your life who was that important to give you that hurt.

Life is going and so is the past,

Trust life and nothing would forever last.

I am standing at the verge to take this unknown leap.

Whether I would succeed, whether I would be able to plant the seeds I could reap.

The hope in my heart is all I have,

Nothing to lose and I have all at stake which life gave.

We all wish that we got what we wanted,

However, life gives us experience and pain unwanted.

All the pains and sufferings they say is learning.

In all this knowledge gaining, we end up with our souls burning.

Being learned is hard so as I thought,

We fool ourselves the feelings we fought.

In the end after learning all, we realize,

That ignorance is bliss and knowledge is a sigh.

My wants exceeded my needs,

I wanted love and now my heart bleeds.

I wanted happiness, I wanted peace,

I got melancholy; my heart will not ever be at ease.

I wonder whether it was all worth,

I wanted to rise high but I went in dearth.

You needed security, you needed strength.

You used my soul, you used me at length.

The moment you got what you needed,

You moved on and I pleaded.

Understandably, I committed some mistakes,

I was punished and lost whatever was at stake.

I lost my will and I lost my cause.

Even after losing everything, I am still at loss.

For the change, my life went through and dire,

There is only smoke inside where once there was fire.

You got someone new to play with,

I felt as if love and integrity is all just a myth.

You got what you wanted,

However, for the seeds you have planted.

There would be one stage in your life,

When black would be black and white would be white.

There would be complete justice then,

You would realize that one and zero does not make a ten.

You can make accusations, you can be abusive,

God would reveal all truth and then nothing would be elusive.

You would suffer, you would cry,

You won’t be able to face your deeds, how much you try.

For people like you, god has different designs,

Before being served to hell, you will be made to understand all signs.

Thanks, a lot for all that you gave me. I can never repay you but god will.

Certain things in life are not meant to be,

They do not turn out the way you want them to be.

The more you cling to them, the more you get betrayed.

They leave you with nothing but you wish they had stayed.

There were moments of triumph; there were moments of glory,

Those were the times but now are a different story.

You are not the one I seek anymore, my focus has changed.

For who would curse the stars when you are the one to be blamed.

For the reasons you had and the reasons you moved,

The more you thought you rose, the more your soul stooped.

The days were warm, the sun brighter.

Now the warmth has gone and wind is lighter.

I am tired and standing alone,

The destiny is far away, the path forlorn.

The burden of all losses is pulling me down,

No one to give a hand, I am at my own.

The main loss was losing my kin,

The battle was lost when it was just near to win.

I have to keep my strength to keep on going,

I have to clear the weeds and have to keep rowing.

The place is new and the breeze fresh.

However, how can I change my thoughts how should I start afresh.

The one who was my dream come true, broke all my dreams,

I swam against the tides and she went with the stream.

Then not all our dreams ever come true,

Not all our relations are meant to brew.

Different strokes for different folks,

The games people play,

Keeping their integrity at bay.

Trying to prove them all the time,

Forgetting the difference between a quarter and a dime.

The decisions they make,

Their conscience at stake,

They kill their integrity and having lost their soul.

They seek importance at the cost of their whole.

End of the day, losing their own self,

The negativity they get, the hatred they dwell.

Winning a battle where u alone fought,

Killing your soul, strangling your thoughts.

What did u win, what do you gain,

All your moves went all in vain.

After losing someone who really cared,

You got superficiality, your lies flared.

Whom are we trying to fool,

Crossing all limits and bending all rules.

End of the day, end of the horizon,

You want to leap, you stir your passion,

The valley is deep and the tides are high,

Alone you stand, alone you sigh 

I hope it was all worth the loss.

You lost your goal and lost your cause.

But trust me it is not over yet,

There is more to come to make you straight.

God bless you and your soul,

To keep you going and to keep your call.

In a country far seen,

Where the roads glitter and the sky is clean,

I landed with a dream in my heart,

Want to make it big, need to make it fast.

 I came in terms with the harsh truths,

It did not work out as I thought it would.

Lonely heart with umpteen desires,

Different circumstances, consequences dire. 

I lost my flesh I lost my kin.

My hands were tied my strength was pinned.

I have only memories to share but most to hurt,

My soul is gloomy, my spirit in dearth.

There is so much buried deep inside,

No one to share with, no one to stand beside.

Even my shadow seems to disappear,

When we lose everything, we even lose our fears.

In pursuit of happiness, there is a long way to go.

I have to sail my boat whether the tides are high or the winds low.

My perspective for life has changed,

What all was so obvious has now become strange.

Feelings revealed, friends exposed,

Faith burnt, the fire doused.

I wonder if there is still more to it,

Just want to be there before I lose my wits.

I have left everyone behind for them only,

I have a heart that is in pain and is so lonely.

Having lost so much so soon,

The warmth from the sun, the sparkle from the moon,

I just want to take a leap and grab the stars,

However, my stride is slow and the horizon far.

But they say that when it’s darkest, it’s closest to dawn,

I need to keep the courage, the strength that I own.

Far from my people for whom I came,

I realized that all my claims to be strong were not all that lame.

I can see that far away there is a dim glow of light,

I have to keep my pace; I have to focus my sight.

For I have so many reasons to win, so many reasons to try,

I have so many hopes on me; just can’t let it go by.

It’s been ages since we fell apart,

I can still feel you there somewhere, deep inside my heart.

I am not able to make out with anyone ever since,

Your touch, your warmth, your smell are, where I am still linked.

I can still taste your pungency dissolve in my mouth.

Whether I am in east or I am in south.

Our sweats mingling, our bodies sliding.

No inhibitions, no hidings.

The way we were comfortable with our bodies in front of each other.

The way we explored each other’s wildest sides, the way we triggered.

Those wild, sweaty ignited nights,

Those passionate moments, those lustful fights.

Those hickies, your mouth, your tongue and that sweet pain,

For days I could feel my skin tingling, my heart going insane.

Those sweet stolen kisses whenever we got a chance,

Those stolen moments, that sultry stance.

Your salty taste, your pungent smell,

That tingling on my lips, that melting in my shell.

The way those lips puckered and flew.

Each time I touched you there, I would discover something new.

No doubt why I am not able to make out with anyone ever since,

Your touch, your warmth, your smell are, where I am still linked.